It feels like insomnia…

You are this force

That wakes me even in my deepest sleep

I feel you tearing at my heart

And my eyelids hurt

I see your hands type each letter

The way you hold your phone

I

D

I

O

T

Each letter as precious as the next

I

Love

You

Each word as precious as the next

Good night screen

Love you always

Each line as precious as the next

Wow

How do you empower me to need to wake tomorrow

So that I can enjoy the privilege of sharing the same sunrise as you

And another sunset

Another full 24 hours

Remembering you and the smiles

Remembering you and the laughs

Remembering you and the tears

Forgetting you just long enough to miss you

Forgetting you just long enough to need you

Forgetting you just long enough to bring you back

Moments before I sleep

Moments before I eat

Moments before I breathe

Honestly I barely forget you before I remember you

And every moment we shared together

I’m trying not to need to know you

For now

But it’s impossible

Although you ask of me

You make it impossible

With your words and with your silence

This divine friendship

Only God knows why we speak in sync

Am I allowed to speak with a mobiles screen

At least?

This insomnia we both seem to dream.

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